Although i know im not necessarily alone, im starting to come to terms with the fact that i cant seem to fit anywhere. Which, in turn, makes even the loudest and most crowded places feel like im completely lost in a dark room with my eyes closed.
I ran in to a pole and dropped to my ass.
I know there is no issue in finding a person who understands how i feel, and it would be nice to talk about it if i could ever find the words and the people i could feel comfortable talking to, yet it still ends with me wishing i could wrap myself up in lights and become coloured energy..or simply form in to the power that can make a light brilliant. When im not dreaming of strings of light, i imagine myself shriveling away in to a musical note that lasts forever, in harmony with its others. Just something so powerful it moves men out of their positions and in to a different state of being.
Again, i really don't have anything to say since i dont really know how to say it.
But i might try.
I feel so left out. I never seem to feel like i can belong to anything, even in my own group.
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